Salam to all. Happy New Year!! Alhamdulillah, we have given another year to celebrate, another number to add, another breath to breathe and another day to make the best of it. Yes, I have to admit, I don't really celebrate new year. I don't know why, but when it comes to another year, it makes me think long and often, I upset with myself for not achieving some things that I should've been achieved.
I don't know if it's normal and happen to anyone. Yes, it is difficult to change the habit though, but somehow, we need to. That's why, I'm a bit reluctant when it comes to come out with resolutions because I know either I would do it half way or didn't do at all! haha. Such a pessimist I am. However, despite not achieving all last year's resolutions, I thought 2012 was pretty colourful for me. Lots of bittersweet memories. Even there were downs, but I'm grateful that happened anyway because I actually learning something from them.
I shall put on the list what I've done in 2012:
1) Got a new job. And it's the best job so far. I never had any intention to leave (yet?). This is also the longest job I've ever be in. Alhamdulillah.
2) Getting engaged! It's a last minute decision. Wasn't really planning on one, but with some sponsors and lots of 'alang-alang' provocation (haha!), we're engaged! It was one of the best day in my life. Alhamdulillah.
3) Dancing in public for my company's dinner. Basically humiliating myself in public. haha. But I'm grateful I've done it anyway :P
4) Going for training in Bangi. Attending lots of beneficial classes. Getting the opportunity to meet new people/friends. It gives me some kind of new confidence and bonding with my company :)
5) Getting more and more rezeki.
6) My rezeki is claimed by someone and still. Couldn't get away from it. Jeez. But, insyaAllah it will end soon. Stupid decision I've made for letting myself getting bullied. But then again, there is hikmah behind all this.
7) I shopped a lot. Like a LOT. Which some I regret afterwards. Should control it somehow.
8) My phone's damaged. Then it's ok after repairing. And it's damaged again. I think this time it goes permanent.
9) I'm blessed with my new nephew. Ahmad Nu'man Al-Farouq bin Ahmad Ramdah. Fuhh. Gotta take a deep breath before uttering his name. Haha. He's such an angel. Can't help to fall in love with him again and again. He's so spoil with love!
10) My fiancee is happier. There's ups and downs but I'm blessed. InsyaAllah, this relationship will end with marriage soon and until jannah.
11) Attending lots and lots of friends' wedding. Love to be part of their best day.
12) I traveled to oversea for the first time! It was such a blast experience for me. The best time of my life although it just Beijing, China. Again, I'm meeting new friends while I'm there which so happen we're actually from the same UiTM Penang!
13) I gotta meet more and more new people. Which are the big players in the industries. It's a very good opportunity for me to know them. It's more like an honour actually. Indirectly motivates me to be like them.
14) First time karoeke with my fiancee. Yes, for 6 years we've known each other, never one we went for karoeke together. Haha.
15) The best Raya so far as all of my siblings were complete. Additional with my brother-in-law and a nephew making Raya this year was so meaningful. Too bad, I didn't celebrate much of Raya in my father's side as I was working.
16) I don't know if I've become happier this year. I guess I am. Although the workloads are crazy sometimes and some people are very difficult to please, it's actually a learning process for me. And I will never stop learning. I love my job. I'm happy when I actually at it. Everyday is a new thing for me and well, I would say it's kinda adventurous too sometimes. Alhamdulillah, I'm blessed with the best boss in the world and she really nurture and polishing myself to be better :')
17) There are some conflicts in the family, but which family aren't right? Gotta keep slow and play it cool.
So far, that are the things I could come out with. There were actually too many things happened but my memory can't recall them all. May 2013 brings a more happiness, wealth, career growth, loves and anything that you wish for, insyaAllah. Thank you for reading! (if any?) haha. Cheers.
