oh work

again............no updates!!! i've been busy busy busy that i can't describe anymore T_T i work for like 2 weeks straight man!!! how crazy is that? working until late, arrived home around 10.30pm or 11pm and wake up at 6am next morning. well, being me, earliest to arrive, latest to go home. but, it's ok, i take it as challenge of life and a challenge for myself too. to see how far i could take this and how could i maintain the work quality at the same time too. word that keep me strong to get through this is from bb when he once said to me that:

"those who rest because of tiredness from work when they got home, Allah will bless them because they went out during a day to seek for halal income to feed their family"

well, it's not exactly what he said, but still it brings the same meaning. whenever i feel like i couldn't cope with stress of workloads or whenever i feel like want to quit, his words keep on repeating in my head and that's bring up my spirit back.

so far, well, like i said, work is heavier because February is a short month. so, we were pushed to maximum level and staying back later to achieve collection targets. but, still ok for me because i take it as responsibility for me as an employee for organization i work for. it just, i can't cope with the management. well, i shall not write more on this topic or i'll be sued. ahaha. but, since i made the introduction, let just give it a brief preview. cewah....hihi. what i can say is, i'm not in the list of favourite for her/him. i made good relationship with others and everyone is ok with me, i've got many friends from everywhere else. so, i guess that she's/he's the one that got problem with me. so far, i did nothing wrong. just few issues which she/he take it wrongly and personally. i don't think she/he had a good management skill/human resource skill at all. to make decisions based on emotions are definitely show a low quality of a leader. to give a salary raise or promotion based on favouritsm are OBVIOUSLY not a good leader.

anyway, i put all them aside as i always set back my intention whenever i felt i've been bullied or the victim of that "situation". my intention is to work as part of ibadah and to earn some cash for not burdening my parents and help those in needs have always get my feet back on the ground again. so.....as for conclusion for my entry this time is, whenever you feel down, let's get back to your real intention and should you remember for whom and what for you work this hard, and you'll be ok again. insyaAllah.

p/s: i always remind myself there's a reward stored for me one day for the hardness and all those obstacles i went through. it just that we don't know what the reward is or maybe, it's there but we don't realize it. :)